Sometimes, or even too often, do we get caught up with "growing up" and our own lives to even come close to realize that we are neglecting the things or people that has contributed so much in our lives when we were younger, and those who have played such a dynamic role in bringing us up.
My grandma, a women who has overcame countless adversities, experienced the pain of waiting for a man whom she loved immensely to finally return to her after eight years of warfare. She is my welcoming guidance that cocooned me from danger and the havoc that I caused, and nurtured me when I was little boy, to now, become the person that I am today.
Long story short - I asked my grandma today, after training (she was watching me), "I've always wondered, do you get lonely sometimes, that grandpa isn't with you?". She replies, "No, hes always with me (points to her heart), I do not fear being alone, it is just another stage of growing old. I've done and seen enough in my time. Now it's your turn". And so, I cancelled my plans for the night and spent it with her.
Thought of the day; sometimes we need to move away from the fast lane every now and then to realize that the people that we tend to neglect as we begin to grow as a person, are the ones that mean the most to us.
- SQ
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Friday, April 13, 2012
Noah and his acoustic guitar, Chelsea.
Here's a short story that has its own meaning - Inspired by my own thoughts, as I played with my guitar today.
One sultry afternoon, Noah decides to pick his beloved acoustic guitar, Chelsea. He sits down and places her firmly across his hips. He then inhales one deep breath, and places one arm across the mahogany body, and the other on the neck. As he begins to play the first note, he feels that something isn't quite right, something is missing. He ignores it, and continues to play, to a point that he becomes agitated and restless. He stops, and plays the sound of each string sequentially from top to bottom - everything is in tune, then why doesn't it sound right? he asks himself. His patience grew short, and could no longer be contained, he puts Chelsea down, and begins to think that why he couldn't collaboratively play and have that same unique connection with her like any other ordinary day. Is it me, or is it her? he asks himself. Suddenly, out of the blue, he realizes that it is those new set of changed strings on her. He quickly rushes back to his local guitar store, in hopes that they still have the same old strings that were once on Chelsea.
-SQ
One sultry afternoon, Noah decides to pick his beloved acoustic guitar, Chelsea. He sits down and places her firmly across his hips. He then inhales one deep breath, and places one arm across the mahogany body, and the other on the neck. As he begins to play the first note, he feels that something isn't quite right, something is missing. He ignores it, and continues to play, to a point that he becomes agitated and restless. He stops, and plays the sound of each string sequentially from top to bottom - everything is in tune, then why doesn't it sound right? he asks himself. His patience grew short, and could no longer be contained, he puts Chelsea down, and begins to think that why he couldn't collaboratively play and have that same unique connection with her like any other ordinary day. Is it me, or is it her? he asks himself. Suddenly, out of the blue, he realizes that it is those new set of changed strings on her. He quickly rushes back to his local guitar store, in hopes that they still have the same old strings that were once on Chelsea.
-SQ
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
2012
It has been awhile since I've posted a blog, I really don't have a valid excuse to why I haven't, but I guess I've just been caught up with this new year and the vast changes I'm starting to realize - My apologies blogger, hope you've been well.
2012 year of the dragon, honestly, not the greatest start so far. The unwanted changes are so far out-weighing the good changes, but I guess it's these changes that make us who we are (I hope I'm right). A new journey begins here, just another part of growing up - challenge accepted.
- SQ
2012 year of the dragon, honestly, not the greatest start so far. The unwanted changes are so far out-weighing the good changes, but I guess it's these changes that make us who we are (I hope I'm right). A new journey begins here, just another part of growing up - challenge accepted.
- SQ
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
You still bring a warm smile to my face
Tonight, unexpectedly, as I press the 'next' button on my iTunes - your voice comes on. As you begin to sing the song you made for my birthday, I begin to take a trip down memory lane...
As we sit tightly with our fingers interlocked on the seats of a rather much smaller version of London's Eye, we await our spin to the very top of the giant wheel. The grip of our hands tightened as the wheel gradually inches its way higher, and higher. Here we are, one hundred feet or so off ground level, overseeing the glistening waters of the nearby beach, and breathing in the freshness of the summer breeze. The sight of a clear response to happiness, before the wheel makes it's turn back to where we began, I requested for you to sing me a song. As the wheel stood still, I was captivated by the scenery it provided and mesmerized by the sweetness of your voice, my day was made - the best birthday yet.
Although, we are apart. You still bring a warm smile to my face. There's a reason why we are no longer together - I believe God has other plans for us.
- SQ
As we sit tightly with our fingers interlocked on the seats of a rather much smaller version of London's Eye, we await our spin to the very top of the giant wheel. The grip of our hands tightened as the wheel gradually inches its way higher, and higher. Here we are, one hundred feet or so off ground level, overseeing the glistening waters of the nearby beach, and breathing in the freshness of the summer breeze. The sight of a clear response to happiness, before the wheel makes it's turn back to where we began, I requested for you to sing me a song. As the wheel stood still, I was captivated by the scenery it provided and mesmerized by the sweetness of your voice, my day was made - the best birthday yet.
Although, we are apart. You still bring a warm smile to my face. There's a reason why we are no longer together - I believe God has other plans for us.
- SQ
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Final school trip to Sydney (26/10/11)
The presence of our unique and outgoing manner, lightened up the gloomy day in the city streets of Sydney.
All the way from Melbourne, with no more than two hours sleep, due to our early Jetstar flight at Avalon Airport - we managed, without effort to make this day an unforgettable excursion. As an individual I could truthfully assert that, although each and every one of us possesses a diverse personality, it has allowed us to bond and strengthen as a whole year 12 group. And what an amazing bunch of friends that I am grateful to have in my life.
Our trip yesterday began with a bus ride, singing all the way to one of Sydney's most famous infrastructure and tourist attraction, 'The Sydney Harbour Bridge'. After our model-like photo shoot with the bridge, came breakfast time, and having a mouthwatering 'Spicy Grilled Chicken Burger' at Hungry Jacks for breakfast was satisfying. The stroll on Harbour Bridge was next, and this gradually became somewhat tiresome and unexciting due to the terrible rainy weather conditions, but within seconds a light-bulb idea came to mind. I decided to stop and sing to every female pedestrian who walked towards me in the opposite direction, some gave me the quizzical look or pretended they didn't hear me, and some reciprocated with a smile, giggle or compliment.
After the Harbour Bridge was the Manly Ferry to Manly, which in fact was exciting yet relaxing. We arrived at Manly dock greeted with a wide variety of food restaurants and knew that it was time for lunch. After being sated with food, Manly Beach was our next destination where we spent our free time playing with the rugby ball, relaxing, admiring the talented surfers (as I always wanted to learn how to surf), or entertained by two exuberant friends who dived into the freezing water with only underwear on. With the ferry departing soon - we had to leave, and ended with another fulfilling and fun trip back to the city where our bus awaits us, taking us to the airport.
On the plane home - almost everyone was exhausted, surprisingly I wasn't and of course a few of the boys were still lively. Headphones in, and came on Alicia Keys' Empire State of Mind, as the plane was preparing for landing. I lifted open the window shutters of the plane, and I was immediately captivated by the beautiful city lights of Melbourne, and in opinion I always thought that Melbourne was the 'New York' of Australia. I thought to myself without dispute that this has to be the "Place To Be". We disembarked, and I couldn't wait to get home.
- SQ
All the way from Melbourne, with no more than two hours sleep, due to our early Jetstar flight at Avalon Airport - we managed, without effort to make this day an unforgettable excursion. As an individual I could truthfully assert that, although each and every one of us possesses a diverse personality, it has allowed us to bond and strengthen as a whole year 12 group. And what an amazing bunch of friends that I am grateful to have in my life.
Our trip yesterday began with a bus ride, singing all the way to one of Sydney's most famous infrastructure and tourist attraction, 'The Sydney Harbour Bridge'. After our model-like photo shoot with the bridge, came breakfast time, and having a mouthwatering 'Spicy Grilled Chicken Burger' at Hungry Jacks for breakfast was satisfying. The stroll on Harbour Bridge was next, and this gradually became somewhat tiresome and unexciting due to the terrible rainy weather conditions, but within seconds a light-bulb idea came to mind. I decided to stop and sing to every female pedestrian who walked towards me in the opposite direction, some gave me the quizzical look or pretended they didn't hear me, and some reciprocated with a smile, giggle or compliment.
On the plane home - almost everyone was exhausted, surprisingly I wasn't and of course a few of the boys were still lively. Headphones in, and came on Alicia Keys' Empire State of Mind, as the plane was preparing for landing. I lifted open the window shutters of the plane, and I was immediately captivated by the beautiful city lights of Melbourne, and in opinion I always thought that Melbourne was the 'New York' of Australia. I thought to myself without dispute that this has to be the "Place To Be". We disembarked, and I couldn't wait to get home.
- SQ
Friday, October 21, 2011
Figure 8
There's this thought that has been continuously circling in my head like a figure 8 for quite sometime now. Not sure how significant it means to me, but I think it's worth the wait to find out. Besides, I enjoy the slight curiosity it brings to mind.
- SQ
- SQ
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Change
Change happens so opportunities for other things to fall into place is possible.
The Tuesday and Thursday night rituals and routines that I was so comfortable and happy with are no longer existent. I guess the most uncalled for aspect in a person's life is the sudden change, after almost two years of cementing my nights at a place somewhat like another home, has changed.
I know change is inevitable, and I am no where near afraid to be confronted by it. I will always try my best to wear a smile on my face and continue to live my dreams, as I believe no one can stop me but myself. But sometimes nights like tonight, I can't help but think of you.
-SQ
The Tuesday and Thursday night rituals and routines that I was so comfortable and happy with are no longer existent. I guess the most uncalled for aspect in a person's life is the sudden change, after almost two years of cementing my nights at a place somewhat like another home, has changed.
I know change is inevitable, and I am no where near afraid to be confronted by it. I will always try my best to wear a smile on my face and continue to live my dreams, as I believe no one can stop me but myself. But sometimes nights like tonight, I can't help but think of you.
-SQ
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